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Saturday, 20 January 2007

  • Changes

    Hi everyone,
    Sorry for not writing for so long.  I've been in Mississippi living at a camp on the beach that has no internet access so it has been difficult to keep in contact.  We have been working with Habitat for Humanity in Waveland, MS for two weeks now and the project is great.  We are helping build 13 houses for families who lost their homes in Katrina.  The work is challenging and really rewarding.  Every Wednesday one of the homeowners has all of the volunteers over for dinner which is just one of the great things about this project.  We live in a camp on the beach which is rather rustic but we wake up to amazing sunrises.  We are struggling with a rodent problem (a rat named Rufio lives in our tent) but other than that the housing is pretty good.
     
    Waveland (poorly named don't you think?) was definitely one of the worst hit towns in the gulf.  The wave has been estimated around 38 feet.  I had a hard time believing that until I looked up at the trees and saw where all the bark had been rubbed off from the floating debris.  In New Orleans almost all of the houses are still standing so you still sense the community that was there.  In Waveland, the first couple blocks from the beach and just empty.  There are a few mangled trees and the foundations of homes but that is all.  Nothing was left standing.  Our camp is set up on the foundation of a school that was two large, two story brick buildings that were reduced to nothing by the wave.  You definitely get a sense of nature's power when you look at the decimated beachfront.  Living in the Gulf is so difficult because just driving is intense; everywhere around you is devastation without an end in sight.  At least with this project the team feels they are making a difference.
     
    So, I guess on to the big news.  After much contemplation and heartache, I have finally come to a point where I can do what I've needed to do all along which is go home and spend time taking care of Mom.  I resigned on Wednesday and will arrive back in WA on Monday the 29th.  It's been one of the toughest decisions to make and I've cried a lot but I know deep down it is the right thing to do.  In terms of doing the most good, at the moment that is caring for my Mom.  I love this program and what I'm doing so much but I guess it just wasn't meant to be this year.  My job is so demanding, it's the hardest thing I've ever done.  To keep up the pace I've been working while constantly worrying and being preoccupied about what is happening at home was becoming too difficult.  My team, friends and boss are all really supportive of my choice.  Hopefully I can find an organization to volunteer with at home so that this year can continue to be everything I had hoped. 
     
    At the moment though I'm just enjoying my last few days with my team and fellow team leaders.  Last night I want to my first casino.  I was playing slots and turned to my friend and said "I don't know how people get addicted to this, it isn't much fun" just as I won $50! Today I'm in New Orleans and this morning I made sure to promptly spend my winnings on books   Tomorrow is the Saints game and everyone here has Saints fever.  It will be amazing if they win the Super Bowl.  This city will go CRAZY.  Everyone is also gearing up for Mardis Gras.  We just saw a giant cobra float drive by heading to some parade staging ground.  Too bad I'll miss it.  So, I'll make the most of the time I have left and talk to you all when I'm back in Washington state.

     

Sunday, 29 October 2006

  • Arrival

    2,500 miles later and our road trip is over.  The highlights of the trip were Joshua Tree National Park and White Sands National Park.  I'm pretty happy to be out of that van for awhile.  Some days we were driving for up to 13 hours.
     
    We arrived in New Orleans on Friday.  I had prepared myself for the destruction but I don't think anyone can truly be prepared.  Entire neighborhoods are still empty, condemned houses.  Most stores are empty shells with no windows and nothing inside.  Many of the street signs are still missing and garbage still lines many of the streets.  Each house that was flooded has spray paint on the front from when it was inspected.  This consists of an X which includes the date it was inspected, by who, and how many dead animals and people were found inside.  I find myself looking at every one of these when driving around and feeling relief each time the number says zero.  Unfortunately, it isn't always zero.  One of the most disturbing things is the cemeteries which are above ground.  Nearly half of the tombs are open and empty, their contents having been swept away with the floodwater.  The French Quarter may be a thriving party once again but just a few miles away it seems like barely anything has changed since Katrina.  I'm taking my team to the lower 9th ward today and we are going to see inside a house that hasn't been mucked yet.  I still don't think we have fully grasped the destruction that occurred.
     
    We have been at Camp Hope for the past two days and the living conditions have been rather rustic and overcrowded.  Today we head to our real housing which should be nice.  Yesterday 500 of us helped refurbish three schools by repainting all the hallways.  It was a fun project.  On Tuesday we will actually begin our 7 week project with the Recovery School District.
     
    Coming to New Orleans has been an emotional roller coaster that has been amplified by a serious medical emergency back home.  I'm flying home on Friday and I'm not sure how long I'll be away from my team.  At the moment I'm just trying to get through.  Nothing seems to be turning out how I expected but I'll get through it all.  I'll update when I can.

Saturday, 21 October 2006

  • Departure Time!

    Hi everyone,
    I just wanted to send out an email before we leave for the gulf.  We ship out Monday morning at 5:30 am and hope to arrive in New Orleans by Friday afternoon.  Things have been unbelievably busy here.  We went up to Mendocino again so the corps members could train.  It was freezing cold!  I was known as the marshmallow because I always waddled around in four layers including my sweatshirt and parka.  We did a big ropes course which was fabulous.  The team really bonded trying to get through all the tasks which included lifting me above their heads and passing me through a small hole.  That took some serious trust on my part!
     
    We had more Red Cross training and I can now do CPR, help run a shelter and respond to a disaster.  I had my first disciplinary problems with my team who all apparently are running for the most alchohol consumed in one year award.  Aside from a few hiccups, the team is great and we've had lots of fun together.  Friday was induction which was a ceremony in front of the capitol building with the national director, a local congresswoman and others.
     
    I can't believe we are actually leaving but I'm pretty excited.  Hopefully we'll find some fun places to stop along the way because it is going to be a very long trip.  When we get there we are all heading to Camp Hope outside New Orleans.  The Denver and Charleston campuses are going to join us there and we'll have over 500 corps members in one location.  The next day is Make a Difference Day and we are going to participate in an all corps project that should be great.  The project is going to be my team's project, the Recovery School District.  I'm pretty excited to see that many NCCCers together.  That Sunday we will move into the Salvation Army, our home for the next two months.  I'm sure it will be deluxe accomodations   On the plus side, they are providing all of our food which will make my life way easier.
     
    So, overall, I'm excited, nervouse and stressed at the same time.  I'm sure it will be amazing and I'll update as soon as I can.

Sunday, 01 October 2006

  • Life as I know it is over

    I knew this job would be hard but I didn't know my personal life as I knew it would cease to exist when the corps members arrived.  Being a team leader basically means being a police officer, mother, doctor, teacher, friend, chauffeur, secretary, and do everything person all rolled into one.  The team leaders all get very little sleep and have become the crankiest, most pitiful group in the world.  When we aren't working we sleep, that's about it.
     
    Things are actually going pretty well and I might become saner once things calm down a bit.  On Monday I met my team.  Each team leader created unique invitations and the team had to put all the invites together to find out where to go.  We were all waiting in different rooms with birthday parties set up to celebrate the birth of our team.  It turned out well.  I'm incredibly excited about my team.  We all have a similar temperament and everyone seems really cool.  My team seems happy with me too which is a very nice feeling.
     
    This Friday and Saturday we had our first project together which was a lot of fun.  We took part in a giant community service event and spent the time planting trees.  It was a lot of fun but I didn't realize how much work actually goes into planting a tree.  We named all the trees and I'll have to go back at the end of the year to see if Egg McMuffic , Herbert, Cindy, Guinevere, Milkshake, and Lyle are still alive.
     
    It has definitely been a week of ups and downs.  I'm happy about my team but am also perpetually overwhelmed and exhausted.  I think things will get easier when we head out on our projects.  Until then, the key is to just keep functioning and try to enjoy the moment.
    -Alexis
    p.s.  Don't even ask about the horribleness that is my Javits application.

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